Entry: Atashi wa ame-moyou Wednesday, November 23, 2005



The last couple of days are seriously the crappiest, most boring time! The dreaded..... dare I say it...... meetings at work... >< Words can't do it anti-justice. I'm knackered. I feel really fat and horrible from eating work-buffet... >< (even though several people have asked me if I lost weight recently... I have no clue why, because I don't think I have... O_o ... but I still feel fat and horrible in spite of those comments T_T).

Good stuff? Well... I'm making OK progress on learning "Regret". ^_^ Only the first 2 pages, but it's not bad considering I've only been playing keyboard since 6 months and I'm self-taught (even if I did know music before). The chords on some of the later pages I have heard said are weird, but I've had a try at playing through and to be honest, compared with guitar music they don't look extraordinary to me. I think it's coz a lot of guitar pieces are composed without being written down in actual music, and then they get notated and/or tabbed later on... so the chords etc. are all over the place...

I wish I had more time to practice, though. I swear while I was sitting in those hideous meetings, I was craving for my keyboard like a kid for a comfort blanket! It's true! I felt like I just wanted to cry... T_T Lol.

Mom came over last night for her birthday so that I could give her some gifts and the cake I made... I tried it and actually it tasted fine! Yay! Victory! ^_^ Mmmm... I can maybe cook after all... lol.

Yesterday I had 3 meals... I had breakfast, and a lunch at the meeting (work-buffet ><), and I had to have dinner because of mom being there >< And today I had breakfast again O_o and more work-buffet (what IS it with these things? lol)... and... maybe that's why I feel so... replete I think is the word, hehe. I'll probably end up having dinner again tonight (cup-a-soup, which is my staple diet; hardly what you'd call a massive feast <<)... but for about 3 weeks I hardly ate at all... about 2 or 3 cup-a-soups in one week, and a couple of yoghurts. But then, I know of course that it's bad for you and makes you put on more weight because you're body thinks it's starving. So I thought I'd be maybe better off to try and eat 3 small meals a day even if I'm not hungry. Goodness knows I don't want to fall into the "yo-yo dieting" trap! O_o

OMFG... I can't believe I'm actually writing about my food intake in here! O_o That is so sad. Shut up already, Kinsao! << Don't I have even anything better to think about? Of course! What, like Steve? Shut up! I mailed him back... I don't know whether he's going on Saturday. Mom says he offered to give me a lift... but he never said anything about it to ME! lol - only to mom... >< So I guess I'll end up catching the train. T_T Unless he calls or emails before then... but in his email he mentioned meeting up for a drink, so it didn't sound like he was planning to call for me on Saturday. T_T

Where else could I woffle on and on shamelessly about my meals and blokes, like some sad teenager? Nowhere! Thank dah lawd for blogs! ^_^

Gotta run anyway - I've got my Japanese class. I wonder how that guy's gig went? Must ask him! ^_^ Then... I guess it's instant miso soup and bread for me! Lol. Like you really wanted to know that..... <<

It's gonna be a sooooo cold winter in the UK this year, so I hear from the news. And SNOW at the weekend! I love snow! Yeah - even when I have to travel. ^_^

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